(Source: s-e-n-t-e-n-c-e-d)
you’ll soon find out how i feel. you love him so much, so much that he’s the only person that consumes your mind. he’s the only person you can’t get out of your head. the only person who matters to you. your world revolves around being with him. this is love at it’s best… there’s nothing you want more than to be with this person. you’ve never felt this way about anyone, ever. you’re willing to do anything, go through anything for that person.
and then, as time continues, well, we have to accept the fact that some things… may or may not last forever.
but, honestly, i hope you go through what you made me go through. i hope, in the end, no matter how hard it is, you realize, that you still needed to separate reality from fantasy. you, who told me, not to mix up both lives, your whole life is consumed and absorbed in him, what a hypocrite you are. and, i don’t know if it’s just me or not, but… i know you want him. in flesh and everything, probably. but, honestly, if you didn’t love him as much as i thought you did, how could you be a person who plays with your own emotions like this?
i hope, i really hope, when this all ends in the long run, you go through what i went through. my heart shattered because of you, and i don’t know… maybe one day, your heart could break, too.
MAYBE Junhyung and Hara broke up?
well, this is just me being overly curious and thinking things over too much.
Because Junhyung had said goodbye to his twitter, he wouldnt post tweets anymore unless to greet people or say something of extreme importance to him, and that “Goodbye” he tweeted was on June 16~ then around 2 weeks later, it surfaces that he and Hara have been going out for a while now.
And then! Just recently, he tweets “hello” and starts using his twitter again. Simon D is even welcoming him back on the twitterverse~!!
could it be that he left twitter because of Hara and then came back cuz they broke up?
Anyway! it`s just a……fringe theory—if you will— and nothing to be taken seriously, it`s just my take on Junhyung`s tweets. that or you could tell me i think about things too much; much more than i need to.
i want to be Sherlock Holmes in my next life.
oh and just to let you know, i have nothing against Junhyung dating Hara. he can date anyone he wants. i just…do these things to spin the gears in my head.
stumbled upon this. and hey, i haven`t done these tumblr things. so why not try it with my 100th post, right?
Bold all of the Korean celebrity males that you find attractive.
(*Pixie side note: it says ATTRACTIVE -that doesnt necessarily mean GOOD LOOKING)
1.Choi Siwon(Super Junior)
*2.Lee Donghae(Super Junior)←
*3.Cho Kyuhyun(Super Junior)←
4.Kibum(Super Junior)
5.Kangin(Super Junior)
6.Leeteuk(Super Junior)
7.Eunhyuk(Super Junior)
8.Ryeowook(Super Junior)
9.Sungmin(Super Junior)
*10.Hankyung(Super Junior)←
11.Heechul(Super Junior)
12.Shindong(Super Junior)
13.Yesung(Super Junior)
14.Zhou Mi(Super Junior)
15.Henry(Super Junior)
*16.GDragon(BigBang)←
*17.TOP(BigBang)←
18.Daesung(BigBang)
*19.Taeyang(BigBang)←
20.Seungri(BigBang)
*21.Jaebom(2PM)←
*22.Nickhun(2PM)←
*23.Taec(2PM)←
*24.Wooyoung(2PM)←
25.Junsu(2PM)
*26.Junho(2PM)←
*27.Chansung(2PM)←
28.Max Changmin(TVXQ)
29.Xiah Junsu(TVXQ)
30.Mickey Yoochun(TVXQ)
31.U-Know Yunho(TVXQ)
32.Hero Jaejoong(TVXQ)
*33.Joon(MBLAQ)←
34.Seungho(MBLAQ)
35.G.O(MBLAQ)
36.Mir(MBLAQ)
*37.CheonDung/Thunder(MBLAQ)←
*38.Dong Woon(BEAST)←
*39.Yo Seob(BEAST)←
*40.Jun Hyung(BEAST)←
41.Hyun Seung(BEAST)
42.Doo Joon(BEAST)
*43.Gi Kwang(BEAST)←
44.Lee Hongki(FTI)
45.JongHun(FTI)
46.Minhwan(FTI)
47.JaeJin(FTI)
48.Seunghyun(FTI)
49.Lee Seungi
50.Lee Minho
52.Kim Bum
*53.Taemin(Shinee)←
54.Jonghyun(Shinee)
*55.Minho(Shinee)←
*56.Onew(Shinee)←
*57.Key(Shinee)←
58. Kim Hyun Joong (SS501)
*59. Song Joong Ki←
60. KyuJong(SS501)
61. Jungmin(SS501)
62. HyungJoon(SS501)
63. Jokwon(2AM)
64. Changmin(2AM)
65. Seulong(2AM)
*67. Jinwoon(2AM)←
some i have major crushes on, some i just find particularly VERY handsome (CHANSUNG yeah i`m talking to you), but i`m not like, in love with them, some i find charming- but not particularly good looking, some just have great bodies. it`s very debatable.
2PM is obviously my biggest bias. but my ♥ belongs to only one member (even though i dont consider him the most handsome member. xD)
Jaebeom isnt good looking, per se, but he has so much sex appeal, it`s hard to ignore. and Junho has an oomph i`m very attracted to.
i`d SO date Dongwoon of Beast.
-also, Yoseob is not particularly very handsome, but he`s cute and boyish and has a charm, that`s what i think is what makes him attractive. Dongwoon on the other hand, well……
Key of SHINee is cute as a button, i`m attracted to him-not like a crush-but as a bias of a group.
Jinwoon of 2AM has that stupid ‘maknae charm’ that makes it hard not to like them….
I dont have crushes on anyone from Big Bang, but dayum are they fun to watch.
honestly, i`m not sure why i`m so attracted to Cheondong from MBLAQ, since he looks so much like his sister (Dara is very pretty, though! ♥) but I find Thunder very handsome. *shrugs*
Hankyung who was from Super Junior looks a bit, older, but i dont know. there was something about how he looked that got me to like him when i first got into kpop. i`d be willing to let him escort me to prom, but nothing more. Donghae Amber is just plain hot ♥
Song JoongKi is my very first KOREAN crush (when i was first getting into kpop, i was so in denial. and since my first band was SHINee, it felt wrong to have crushes on them). i get all disgustingly school girly everytime it`s Joongki.
THIS IS FOR ALL OF YOU WHO LOVED 2PM’S PERFORMANCE IN THE MAMAs.
but didnt quite understand it….
I dont know why I did this, but I wanted to know what their performance in the MAMA was all about. so I put the pieces together.
I assumed the story is a break-up process. hence, the center of the stage read: Breaking Up.
Then each member plays a specific emotion break-up links itself to…(this is when the stage starts lighting up)
Then I put together the translated lyrics of the verses they sang with each members’ specific emotion, then i just let everything flow and allowed it to tell the story….
but i can watch it and understand their stage more clearly now.
“BREAKING UP”
Chansung: Longing
Again and again, and again, and again…..
what kind of medicine are you, that I can’t give it up
Even without me knowing, I keep yearning for you, and eventually look for you again
Though I know you’re a bad girl, I embrace you and love you again
Undoubtedly, clearly, I want to come towards you
Knowing all the pains of tomorrow, I can’t turn around, I can’t decide
Junho: Sadness
acknowledge my heart once more
Accept these tears that are for you
Not even expecting love,
The ended story, the past story, yeah
i hate you.
Wooyoung: Anger
Why are you doing this to me, why?
Why do you have to do this to me, make me cry?
Was it enough to throw everything we had?
All of the times we were together
And the times we can never be together again
Aren’t they wasteful, to you?
Does it not matter to you?
Even now, are you okay without me?
Junsu: Loneliness
I go crazy, tired of waiting for you
Every single day feels like years
Oh I…
I go crazy getting tired
Taecyeon: Memory
Only you,
I tried to forget you but,
no matter how hard I tried, I keep finding myself looking for you
And even until now, I keep remembering that bright smile
Isn’t it pitiful, how did it come to be this way
I’m unable to quite forget everything altogether
There continues to exist an empty spot that refuses to be filled
It can only be filled by you
Nichkhun: Feel Lost
i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don’t, i’ll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain’t coming
she’s gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won’t come back. she doesn’t think of you.
listen to my heartbeat
i think of you every time my heart beats
Gunshot.
2PM:I’ll Be Back
I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do
What do I do if you’re like this all of a sudden, what the hell am I supposed to do
How can you be like this, I believed you when you said you would love me forever
You promised me, we would never change, we were definitely meant to be
We were definitely meant for each other. That’s what you said
I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do
You’ll be back, you’re going to come back to me, that’s why I’m letting you go
I know it, you can’t live without me, I’ll be back
Listen baby girl
Fine, I will turn away for you, I will coolly let you go like a man
And I won’t bother you, silently from behind you
I will stand silent as the grave, looking at you from afar without you knowing
From very far away, so that you will completely forget my existence UH–
But you better know that I’m not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It’ll be the same in my world I’m your boy You’re my Girl
I’m letting you go for a bit, but you will come back again
I know, so don’t worry, when you collapse I’ll be back.i`ve got to put my curiosity and analytic skills to better use.
here`s their amazing performance:
i realized i can`t do an updated kpop news site alone.blogging gets really difficult sometimes. especially when you dont have time sometimes. well, you gotta make time. LAMEST APOLOGY.
so i`m making time for this…
i`m working on a:
2PM MEGA POST.

#illbeback
Vogue Korea.
Jay Park. ilu.♥